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  • im-not-thick-im-fat:

    What about..?

    Why can’t I be one of those pretty girls?

    Okay, not pretty, but, why can’t I be skinny tho?

    Skinny.. okay, so I need to eat less..

    What about 1200 calories a day? Its the minimum recommended amount for a diet!

    Well.. I’ve been doing 1200 for two weeks, its pretty easy, not enough results tho.. lost only 10 lbs.. What about 1000 calories? Yeah, it sounds right! And 1 hour of working out!

    …..

    I can’t believe I ate 982 calories today! UGH! Maybe.. well.. 900 calorie limit, yeah,sounds good..

    30 lbs down! Finally, results! I wanna keep this going.. what about 800 calorie limit???

    I need to work out more… an hour and a half a day sounds good!

    50 lbs down! I start feeling weak.. but.. I see results! People are complimenting me.. I feel awful tho… ate 798.3 calories yesterday..

    What about 600 calories a day? Seems right! Lost more weight!

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    What about.. I.. I can’t focus, why is.. why is everything spinning?

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    ~by me.

    (via please-make-it-stop-please)

  • cibtpkc:

    Ana: starve till you’re a pile of bones

    Depression: BINGE

    Recovery: try and eat a healthy amount of food today

    Anxiety: you will most likely die from this disorder

    Me:

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  • asking-the-death:

    You need a private talk?
    Just send me an ask!:)

  • "nothing will ruin your 20s more than thinking you should have your life together already."
  • – (via goawaytocali)

    (via manda)

  • rahmagical:

    what a plot twist

    (via manda)